Monday, March 5, 2012
Tonight Update: My emotions are everywhere tonight! I have been feeling very sad and helpless. David has been just lying there with his breathing mask looking miserable, and pathetic. He has been silent with his eyes wide open filled with tears! When I try to kiss or comfort him he turns away from me as if he is upset with me, and it brakes my heart! He can't understand that we are doing what we have to, to make him better. Sometimes I wonder if he wonders why I'm not protecting him. I wish I could make it all better, but Mommy can't right now! I have to trust God for this one! Our days feel like eternity and no matter how much we sleep it seems as if we are both still always exhausted!