Tuesday, April 10, 2012
It has just been one of those days…
I guess I just need to vent! I am so tired of fighting with insurance companies, trying to take care of David alone, managing the household chores, and paying the bills, all the while keeping all of my human emotions in check. Although my feelings are quite natural, I feel guilty for feeling tired , frustrated, and overwhelmed. I know I have so much more to be grateful for than I have to complain about.
I am trying to find a healthy balance in my life and for the most part I have been successful, but today was one of those days that I had to get on my knees and cry out to God for strength. I am learning to rely on God for my strength, because my own strength is not big enough for the challenges that lie in front of me… but it has been a long hard process.
"Have you not known? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. Even youths shall faint and be weary,and young men shall fall exhausted; but they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint." Isaiah 40:28-31